Sweet

2009-10-30T04:36:00.000-07:00

Today was fun fun fun with girlfriends. The last time we all four met was Raya so it's really is a huge misses. Let me see..we bump into Mdm Zarinah & Mdm Rafilah @ Anchorpoint in a super long crowd to Secret Recipe. We had brunch @ KFC then hangout at a serene beautiful Queenstown Library. Short and sweet meet I guess.

Seriously,how long have I been leaving under the shell? Bus 51 ride was sweet cus I saw a few dream house of mine. White door,white window frame,blue or green window panels,flower pot at the balcony..so classic! I like. Then the ride doesn't look pretty sweet anymore. Headache. Sleepy. So many passengers. Heavy bag. Hahaa. Now home,Mum bought for me Chestnut. Finally! (:

OH WAIT! If you got something to say, wanna say I miss you, your eyebags look pretty,you look fat or anything..it's below, my 4 eyes frens. Haha.

& Every time you shine, I'll shine for you

2009-10-28T05:51:00.000-07:00

Revamping things around.You know change is goood. My room look like a big mess currently. Mum been coming up with ideas to paint the living room. Imagining teal-cool-blueish colour now. Excited! I'm not done with this blog so that's why you won't see the old entries yet.Can't help but share with you this new song. Something just sounds so beautiful when she sings, "Jump. then faall" Like Ch-ump then faaalll.(:
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^Edit^ Booo the video with the studio version which I put up earlier was disabled due to copyright issues.Oh man.I just think that when you listen to new songs it's better to hear the studio version first & then the live version.That way you know how good the singer is! Anyhow hope this won't be affected.

Cus it seems to come back everytime

2009-10-16T12:04:00.000-07:00

Random primary school memories coming across my mind now.Miss those moments so much!Feel like letting out this feeling here.Everyone is already asleep.Taylor Swift is not free to listen to me,she's just singing at my ears now.You wanna hear?

-I used to have a pencil trademark on my left third finger.Remember the sharpened pencil? Think I hold onto the wooden pencil so hard that when I came home,"Hey the pencil edges is still here!"

-I miss how the hair gel was so hot back then. Used to remind myself,"DO NOT touch your hair if your hand is wet.Hair gel remember?" Haha

-I love it when my friends get jealous that I got to take the lift whenever my form teacher ask for help like books or files from staffroom to my class @ 4th floor.Haha. "You so lucky got to take the lift.We carry heavy bags too!" Hahaa. Thank you monitoress badge,you're my happy sources. Pity my friends. Pity my classmates. :D

Thankful that Fatin Amin,(my classmates since pri3) is my close bestest friend I ever had & even thankful to know what Aisyah Matsuni is up to eventhough we were seperated. Though losing 2 close friend was so hard to manage,I learnt big meaningful lessons.Deep inside my heart I still miss and love both of them. You and I know people grow up,people change.Well well. It's not ending with an emo note..

Concentrate already!

I despise you

2009-10-11T12:54:00.000-07:00

My dear humble visitors,while you were sleeping I pin down my butt on the floor,table infront,happily pressing the buttons on my calculator. Told myself I must know what I don't know. Sitting too close to the Hari Raya kueh at my right doesn't help. My arms just automatically stretches up to reach cookies,vanhouten choc or honey cornflakes. Thank you long arms.Count that as pre-dawn snacks.I don't miss this blog. I hate following 100 stars & friends @ twitter. I wish I don't care about you and them.I hate you for reading this. Hehe.(Sometimes I really meant it) Bottom line the big culprit is still the Internet.Don't worry I can handle this (:

p/s: I feel the urge to update bcus I hate you too see the perfumes bottles when you enter my address.(Although my real intention was to emphasize perfumes with fragrance./Yes I take a big deal about things that I name-d)Afterall let's stick to reality,I don't have all those luxury thangs.Down the road maybe! Hahaa

You tke my hand & drag me headfirst,fearless

2009-09-28T10:13:00.000-07:00

So its past midnight and ofcourse the date automatically changes to 29th September. I took my time yesterday's evening bloghopping,went to whatever places this web takes me knowing I've got that lil time to do so. And then time was up,gotta get loose to all distractions and set my concentration straight on my papers. Nowhere else (hopefully).

Twitter will be the best place to get in touch. I might set back my a/c to normal since those phishing spammers seem to b gone! Yey. Like as if you guys will follow me on twitter. Haha

Hereby,this gonna be my last post for this month & prolly be back when my papers are over. Insya-Allah.Wednesday will b out with my fvourite gfs for raya then everything will be BAAM!:totally exam mode.

If I haven't got the chance to meet you in person & since it's still a Hari Raya month,I wanted to apologize to you guys if there's time I mde you mad,upset or even hurt your feelings. Till then,Selamat Hari Raya maaf zahir batin & all the best for your exams or promos for Sheep! (:

All the unrelated pics? HERE :D

Wait Selena's pic is somewhere else

EG Pics

2009-09-26T11:56:00.000-07:00

1- Purple lady/cousin engaged.
2- Don't think I look like my aunt. The eyes myb but not obvious what? So why said so?
3- Love all my aunts,their words of advice might b very painful to hear but at least they care. Not even stingy!
P/S: Gonna update alil more pic @ FB for aunt later.
*Chubby ley****

Our plans

2009-09-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

Had to attend my cousin's engagement today.Can't believe she's 24 already. As of today,engaged.It was held in a very simple manner when but still very refreshing for me. Like you know.. it's a serious matter though it's said to be a mark for a future together,the match of yours gonna be with you in your whole wrinkles-ready-lifetime. Unless something cockup in between the engagement then it would be another agenda.

Accept the fact,marriage is not something you can joke about. Everybody's aiming for perfection from the start. 1st We were told to study well. PhD was to die for nowadays. Then get a good job,high salary. Savings. Fall in love. Marriage. Like a chain. We all plan for our future. But God decides for us.

I saw things easier said than done today. Taking things easily. Cover up with marriage. Young.Still rely on parents. Not a pleasant sight.Astaghfirullahalazim. I just pray my future won't be that hard. Lets all work hard friends. Future is in the palm of our hands. Learning points just everywhere.

On a happier note aka senyum-kambing note,

They(Aunt & cousins) like my hari raya heels. The one Dad & bro critic bout it being a black tape/300 whatsoever. Guys taste,booo. (:

Aidilfitri hari bahagia..

2009-09-23T01:01:00.000-07:00

We had First Lady girls modeling session, flora and fa-girls time plus bro act cute (proven below) on the 1st day of raya. Didn't sleep well b4 raya but everything turns out great. The thought of missing-out-big-time for staying home for 1st day raya slip right away the moment my lovely cousins came. It's been a tradition for our family to visit lots lots of relatives on the 1st day so when it's time for us to host,I honestly wasn't that happy.

But things prove me wrong. Totally could not forget when one of my cousin did a hiphop rap while asking for forgiveness with my aunt. Both of them were swaying left & right,"y0"-ing at the same time. Haha EPIC! Shud hve recorded it. :D

On Mon,our family went out a lil late. Wore our official colour,Maroon! Soo many family chose that colour this year. Mum & my tailored baju kurung wasn't the best. I think it's the material. It's so sharp at the armpit that Mum had rashes @ the end of the day. Haha. I tried styling my scarft like so called Yuna's version & being a 1st timer I had a rough time eating with my jaw wide open. Too tight! So many pins & brooches. Hahaa padan muka.

Not sure today's plan.Can't believe it's 4th day of Syawal/Raya already

Bro had to report back to camp yesterday.

Booo. So bored without brother.

Credits to nfath for the pictures.

More pics @ Facebook

2009-09-19T09:05:00.000-07:00

Monkurtain

2009-09-16T12:00:00.000-07:00

Ya Allah. This few pictures is taking way too long to upload. Basket basket! So here I am. Can't wait till Sat to blog. I just have so much things in mind. My hands and mind are like sotong (squid) Haha. I want to practise Maths & @ the same time want to quickly read the Morganville Vampire series. I can't wait to get done with Lord Of Misrule (rereading it cus afraid forgetting some important plots) then start with the new,Carpe Corpus. Been waiting for the book for oh so long! So jealous that the UK cover (below) is always so nice. Our versions,very underground. Haha.

Considering it's 344am,I've got to say yesterday's spring cleaning was shooo tiring. Breathing dust,dehydrated monkeys putting up the curtains,squids with legs pressing the spoilt vacuum button while hands chasing the dirts & lastly Aladin placing some carpets. Fuuh,lucky this monkey-squid-lion-aladin didn't faint. (:

Well the new Seventeen's issue is so influencing me to cut my hair short. Need a change.I like Selena's current haircut. We'll see if Mum's willing to bring me to the hair saloon. It's been years! Haha.Sometimes it's just all the talkings you see.Plan,plan..no action taken! :D It doesn't change a thing though.I'll always be seen in scarf except when working out.Darn,honestly it's still hard for me to do with it. InsyaAllah,I'm gonna make an effort still. I took the decision,I'll have to put a line. (: For now,Selena Gomez is gugu gorgeous!

pics from Selenaweb & google search!

Till mlm raya!

2009-09-12T22:15:00.000-07:00

My PC broke down 2 days ago.

Hari Raya coming on Sun.

Which means one more week to prepare for

1st day Raya open house! Crazy!!

I'm going MIA till mlm raya cus no one sleeps on the last day of Ramadan.

I seriously can't wait to anyam ketupat.

On a happier note,I'm gonna start fasting again tmmrw.

Haha shouldn't told you this.

Whatever it is,Twitter-ing still continues.

Happy Fasting (:

Sickening truth

2009-09-10T10:56:00.000-07:00

Pic via artpixie.tumblr.com(Sept7)

Hehe malas.

So yes, I want to stop complaining.The existence of Twitter makes it hard for me still.Like twitter,you're my bestfriend,you're my listening ears. In the end,I'll be flooding my dear followers page. Haha. Oh gotta pause the song here. Very distracting.

Let see. Yesterday,yesterday. Haha! Two days ago was fun cus I met with XT & Grace to Orchard. In the mission of getting my Hari Raya heels & XT's dress. I like it despite bro's & Dad's comment bout it looking like a "black tape" wrapped around my ankle. -.-" Wow sekali dia org comment,tak boleh angkat. Ohh then we went to ION. "Woahing" here & there while looking at the spacious-grand shopping mall. Stoked at the variety of makeups in Sephora. Was looking out for Kate Von D makeup products since Blair aka Juicystar07 did a review on a few eyeshadows BUT it was not in sight. End our girlfrens meet with a movie,The Proposal. I watched it 2/5-way online due to the vid quality.I think spending my 6bucks & to legally watch it @ cinema is much much more better (:

Ironically as it sounds,can I be a bit normal as a human to complain about the no. of "Muslim" beruks/bear,thick skin enough to drink/eat/smoke in the public,so clearly @ the fastfood stores? Tell me why are they even name with Nur/Nurul/Muhammad/Bin/Bte? Most importantly why are they Muslims? These beruks totally does not deserve to celebrate the coming Hari Raya Aidilfitri. A little respect please for this holy month. These sickening truth that our non-Muslim friends are seeing too is so humiliating. What else can I say? If no one setting the good examples,bring them back to the right path,who else?

I want to get her back

2009-09-07T09:02:00.000-07:00

Just because a cute girl likes the same bizarre crap you do

that doesn't make her your soul mate.

-Then get over her
Tom: I don't want to get over her,I want to get her back.

Joseph Gordon Levitt look so much like Heath Ledger
Zooey Deschanel makes me think of Katy Perry.
Shower me with all this please.
Let me watch this everyday.
Yes I know I'm talking bout the same thing.
Look why isn't it here?

15th Ramadan.

2009-09-05T03:22:00.000-07:00

I just wish my hair was like that. Have you heard that people with blond hair looks younger compare to brunette? That's what people notice @ Ashleesimpsonwentz. But considering we're Asian,you gotta think twice before dyeing all blond. The next seconds you go to the zoo,you might find some similar partners! Hehe.

So how are things going? I sure miss many people. I really meant it but everyone is busy.Prelims is here. Mega exams is coming.Anyway this Wed,gonna meet my two bestfriends. How excited M I? Can't wait to shop. Haha. Mentang2 ada duit. :D

Well it's already 15 Ramadan! Better switch on your lampu kelap-kelip later tonight
Half a month more to go. How fast was that? My wrist bone is appearing. Wait,wasn't that normal? Haha as if da kurus la tuu. Haven't been exercising that much. Found myself giddy the last time I went to gym. Yes,I'm this one type very lembik/weak if fasting.But after break-fast,energy stored,I'll be up tilll sahur. Opps time; 651pm.

Officially an owl since the start of Ramadan XOXO (:

17 is forever Dad (:

2009-09-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

"I look so good, I look so good"

Big big birthday cake pictures to share with you guys! Do you know why?Bcause this hardly happens! Hardly,rarely happens on my birthday. Usually I got some cash from my parents & I'm free to buy anything as my birthday present. This year? It's double the usual.I don't mind that it's not from an exclusive bakery shop or whatsoever but the moment I saw Dad so enthu to celebrate my birthday,I was speechless.Unbelievable! I guess Dad was trying to cheer me up for what had happened in the morning. The day started of bad. It was raining all day don't you realize? However I was fortunate that Dad was supportive of me. Like he's trying to treat me the way I deserve to on that day. Aww this will make me cry :( Whatever it is,17 is forever. I won't forget this. Thank you very much Dad. Thank you all for the wishes.

I don't know you guys.

2009-08-31T10:49:00.000-07:00

I don't know you guys, I'm obsessed with Selena Gomez this few days.

I don't know you guys, maybe bcus of The Wizards of Waverly Place the Movie had made me so.

I don't know you guys, this could get crazy.

I don't know you guys, today is the 1st of September.

I don't know you guys, Mum said it was around 5pm.

I don't know you guys, I'm looking forward for Hari Raya.

I don't know you guys, I got 2 dates with my favourite gfs.

I don't know you guys. Seriously.

Hair

2009-08-29T00:53:00.000-07:00

I can't help but share with you guys what I've just found!

A beautiful illustration.Long,free,wavy and natural hair. @ Garance dore'

Of course I can't picture myself to look like her but @ least close.

Oh well. Maybe.. (:

I've been

2009-08-28T13:12:00.000-07:00

I don't know how long I have been cashless. Not that I have zero money but I just simply ask my mum to keep those money (that my generous aunties/uncles gave) away from me. Pats on my back for resisting all those temptations that came along my way this whole time. :D

Why do I start talking about money? Cus there's many potential album to buy! Jordin Sparks,Demi Lovato,Britt Nicole and mooore. Anyway I know most of you must have heard Demi's new hit single,Catch Me. Wow I adore her man! I like this cover by my favourite girls, MeganandLiz. I don't know why I see Demi in Megan's voice,face and smile. What's even cool is they don't even have any vocals lesson. Impressive!

But you're so hypnotizing
You got me laughing when I sing
You got me smiling in my sleep
and I can see this unraveling
Your love is where I'm falling but please don't catch me.

Anyway it's been so long since I aired out my wants to my parents.
Just today,they ask me,"Ija what do you want for your _______"
I can't answer that question!

All this while I've been keeping it to myself or myb in Twitter (where I know they won't trace me there,heh!) I'm so touched. Bcus why I start to believe that if I want something,I should get it by myself.Thanks to my Mum who always scare me with her killer line everytime I want to "ketok her money" ,"Haa! You hve so much money in your bank,use them lah. So stingy!" *Faints* Bcus I believe I hve made use of my money, that's why I want to ketok/use your money now. LOL LOL!

But but still that has been a very effective way, Mum.Thank you Mum (sincerely)
How many more killer line do our Mums have?
"A mum can take care of her so many child but doubt her childs can take care of their mum"Haha pardon me if my translation sounds so wrong cus Mly Mums always say this! True lah. :D

Woops. Draggy alert! Did set you thinking in some way myb? (:

EDIT:Almk I've accidentally deleted the previous post,Music Downloads.Very lazy to retrieve it back from my backup blog.Those who've read it,I label you very lucky! Hahaha

I've been

2009-08-28T10:04:00.000-07:00

Music Downloads

2009-08-24T23:49:00.000-07:00

Music post this time! Well it seems that the playlist.com is having some prob with music license restrictions. So I'm gonna take it off after posting this. If you guys haven't been reading the newspapers, there's some issue on illegal music downloads.Those using Limewire,Ares,Torrents and such gotta be careful cus you might get banned from using Internet.Technology nowadays..you know they can trace things seperti ke lubang cacing.Like the CSI series! If I'm not mistaken it's in the new paper. So I have been more careful. No new songs for my mp3 for the time being. I hope you guys also.

Anyway if you haven't heard of Hey Monday latest single,I'm gonna share it with you guys now.Say yaay! Saw this on MTV not a long time ago but I'm plain lazy to search it at youtube. Then it climb up the charts of top 30 songs @ 91.3FM. Yup I listen to them at night when I'm studying in my room. So that's where I got to know new songs (: GEEEE. I love Cassadee's blonde streaks but not many people can carry it well. If you're not careful you'll be minah rep wannabe for the Malays. Hahaha! Just kidding :D

Do click the HQ button. It makes a big different!

Can't understand?
I'll slow it down for you

Tell me how can you sleep?

How can you breathe?

Baby tell me how

How you love me now

Tell me how can you sleep?

How can you breathe?

I hate when you say

How you love me now

Ramadhan

2009-08-23T08:33:00.001-07:00

Oouhhh,Ramadhan is here!
1st and foremost,I wanna wish you guys,Muslims friends,a Happy Fasting Month.
May Allah bless our fast and prayers. (:

Anyway if you're concern,Alhamdulillah my mum is getting better. Bro was home on Fri and he's back to camp today,Sunday. You know Mum will alway be mum. Dad's and mine worried sick is nothing compared to her's. She cares so much for her childrens and only pray the best no matter what we do. I think that's why Mothers are the most caring person on Earth.

Well I come to notice that I didn't shop for quite sometime already. Alway happens when I hve to pick clothes to wear,pick what colours of tudung to wear,pick jeans/pants or skirt to wear. Mcm orang nk kerje pulak! Haha. Then I realize,"Ohh right,money...no have." Sesungguhnya aku kekontangan semenjak terperap di rumah. But of course,it doesn't restrict me from webhopping. So all the links on the left hand corner feed my eyes well. Well enough that I feel like grabbing them out of this screen! So this is what I found attractive..

@ Nadinoo

@ Ramona West

@ Lookbook

I don't know. Looks can be decieving.

Ramadhan

2009-08-23T08:33:00.000-07:00

Oouhhh,Ramadhan is here!
1st and foremost,I wanna wish you guys,Muslims friends,a Happy Fasting Month.
May Allah bless our fast and prayers. (:

@ Nadinoo

@ Ramona West

@ Lookbook

I don't know. Looks can be decieving.

Let's bring back smile

2009-08-20T10:27:00.001-07:00

You know, most of the time the things that made us smile are the memories of those we least expected. Old pictures were as if teasing you like,"Hahaa this is how horrible you look last time."

Today,after oh-so-long.. someone ask about that wide forehead girl pic @ my ez-link.

"Are you sure or not it's you?"

*pick my card,show it @ his work mate*

"You see. Hahaa"

Aww man :D

The least expected for today was that grandma wif sexy legs @ gym!

She wore black tight leggings,black shirt and black earings. Wow gothic beb lml

Wa caya same lu laa. Can borrow your legs? -,-*

Anyway if you follow me at twitter,this few days things were tough for my family.Especially my Mum.Still, I feel very thankful & fortunate for those who have been giving advise to Mum. It's seems that she's taking it positively.I hope she'll be fine and hopefully she'll gain back her weight soon. Well I'm not used to giving advise cus I might be tearing up instead. Maybe it's not a valid reason but I think I should constantly do now.It hurts too see her this way. She's been through a hard time. I'm trying my best not to put more burden on her. As long as I can do it by myself,I'll be fine. Let's pray for the better,Mum. Bro will be fine and everything will be okay. InsyaAllah (:

Let's bring back smile

2009-08-20T10:27:00.000-07:00

You know, most of the time the things that made us smile are the memories of those we least expected. Old pictures were as if teasing you like,"Hahaa this is how horrible you look last time."

Today,after oh-so-long.. someone ask about that wide forehead girl pic @ my ez-link.

"Are you sure or not it's you?"

*pick my card,show it @ his work mate*

"You see. Hahaa"

Aww man :D

The least expected for today was that grandma wif sexy legs @ gym!

She wore black tight leggings,black shirt and black earings. Wow gothic beb lml

Wa caya same lu laa. Can borrow your legs? -,-*

The situations

2009-08-17T11:02:00.001-07:00

No one would ever choose a cleaner as role model. No one would ever choose an uneducated girl as a role model. No one would ever look up to someone who swears everyday. No one would look at you if you were stamp a failure,a loser. People around are always looking for someone to compete. You'll always meet them wherever you go. There'll always be someone who try to bring you down and such. I called this part battery,positive and negative.

The positive side is that I know I won't stand a chance to compete with in this tough competition. Not bcause I'm weak. It's because I have my own goals. I told myself countless of time that I wanna grow up quick. My imaginations are growing wild. Do you know why it's easy to forgive but when it comes to forget..it was harder than you thought? It's bcause God want you to learn from your mistakes.

I've forgive myself from the tough fall I had. But I can't forget how bad it has effected me. I went through it alone cause it all began from me. The pressure was on. To get back up was never easy. I found something called strength and when I gain full control of it,I won't look back. I'll take my strike soon. It was clear. I NEVER give up.

Picture @ ++++++++ you can find the link on the left. (:

The situations

2009-08-17T11:02:00.000-07:00

Picture @ ++++++++ you can find the link on the left. (:

You're in then you're out

2009-08-15T01:54:00.001-07:00

I'm sorry.I'm pretty bored and my head reject Maths drill today. So here am I,Taylor Swift's fan,looking at her old videos. Love Taylor Swift,love Katy Perry too.Anyway I'm excited about her filming Valentine's Day movie with Emma Roberts & Taylor Lautner.Can't get over the fact that I can't tag along wif parents to JB tmmrw . Screw expired passport. I got one more day left of fasting. I want to fast everyday if headache hates me.

#1 Style tip: Too lazy to buy hair clip use this (:

Cloths Peg! It works wonders. Hahaaa.
But seriously,I hve one on my hair now.
VERY creative I know. Thank you <3

You're in then you're out

2009-08-15T01:54:00.000-07:00

Cloths Peg! It works wonders. Hahaaa.
But seriously,I hve one on my hair now.
VERY creative I know. Thank you <3

IF a room makeover..

2009-08-13T09:00:00.001-07:00

IF I could have a room make over..

I would like my room to be
painted white,
colourful stickers on the wall,
white furnishing furniture,

a Pin board decorated wif:

Pictures wif friends/family,movie tickets,interesting quotes on colourful post it,b'day cards..
Silver or gold glitters around the board borders! I love glitters and bling2!

a study desk like the picture below facing the window

Barbie Louis Ghost chair with comfortable cushion, scaft wrapped around it.

and then a corner for begs,acessories and photo frames.
I always imagine them. Even when I'm supposed to study. Haha

"I'll be out of my mind & you'll be out of ideas!
Pretty soon. So let spend the time in a cold hot air balloon
So bored to death you held your breath & I tried not to yawn
You made my frown turn upside down
&now my worries are gone"

Now I LOVE that song. Owl City. @ the playlist above ^^

Pictures here? Shiny Squirrel & Notcot

IF a room makeover..

2009-08-13T09:00:00.000-07:00

IF I could have a room make over..

I would like my room to be
painted white,
colourful stickers on the wall,
white furnishing furniture,

a Pin board decorated wif:

Pictures wif friends/family,movie tickets,interesting quotes on colourful post it,b'day cards..
Silver or gold glitters around the board borders! I love glitters and bling2!

a study desk like the picture below facing the window

Barbie Louis Ghost chair with comfortable cushion, scaft wrapped around it.

and then a corner for begs,acessories and photo frames.
I always imagine them. Even when I'm supposed to study. Haha

CAR-DUCK

2009-08-11T11:25:00.001-07:00

Baby if they ask me
I would say I don't even know your name
& when the ask me does it change?
No it doesn't change a thing
cause there's something about the way you love me
There's just something bout you'll know me
That I can't explain enough
There's just something bout our future love.

Whuut! Don't know why I'm so obsessed with Future love right this hour,231AM. Well actually this guys from Varsity Fanclub recorded the song first & then Kristinia Debarge include this song in her album. Both sounds the same,love both!

So yesterday I finally continue my Qada(car-duck! LOL) puasa with Mum. God knows how weak I was. Well for the non-Muslim, Qada puasa is just normal fasting. Probably took place bcause on the previous year of Ramadhan,we female had period. We were forbidden to fast until our period end. Qada puasa is like covering up the days we did not fast for last year's fasting month before the coming Ramadhan comes in 21Augus!(nxt Friday) So before you guys gulp some salivating food in front of your Muslim girlfriends who's not eating, do ask,"Erm did you CAR-DUCK puasa today?" Haha. If they ans yes,a little respect ask them whether it's okay if you eat infront of them or better move awy! There's something called TEMPTATIONS.Sometimes it's good that you ask bcause some people just don't know our religion well you see. It's either forgetfulness or ignorance. Nothing personal really :D

Finally! Been uploading this pic 9-10-11-12 times but photobucket being so mangkuk @ IE. Anyway gotta say that I love braids! If you watch The Hills you'll fall for Lauren Conrad fringe braid just like above,Chloe Sevigny. It's very neat and you'll look confident plus young @ the same time! Juicystar07 did a tutorial for this hair style. GEE.

It's 317am. O-O"
Don't need to sleep yet la Fyza,sahur @ 430 later.

Did any of you realize how fast things are going?
Nxt friday dah Ramadhan,another next month da Hari Raya,
and then O's, and then Christmas, and then.. 2010??!
Slow down a little pls God.

pic @ IMAGREEDYGIRL

CAR-DUCK

2009-08-11T11:25:00.000-07:00

It's 317am. O-O"
Don't need to sleep yet la Fyza,sahur @ 430 later.

Did any of you realize how fast things are going?
Nxt friday dah Ramadhan,another next month da Hari Raya,
and then O's, and then Christmas, and then.. 2010??!
Slow down a little pls God.

pic @ IMAGREEDYGIRL

Zooey Deschanel

2009-08-10T04:16:00.001-07:00

Aaaaaaahh! I can upload thousands of her pictures here & never get bored looking at her face.

If I was a boy, Zooey Deschanel gonna be on top of the list in "Girlfriend Alert" Hahas. I'll patiently wait for 500 Days of Summer. Will there be Winter and Spring too? You know what I mean wikipediaC :P

Well yesterday was all stay @ home National Day "celebration". I got online to try the multiple cameras features @ NDP09 website but it was suckish. Everyone was complaining about it's lagginess. This year performance was so-so for me. I like that it was potrayed like a storybook with certain chapters,"Mat Indons" playing catching and all the Breaking News (eventhough it's abit lame). The fireworks captured on screen was not enough for me. The love shape was cool though! Heard there's gonna be a few more fireworks display about a week aftr national day.

Slept around 4am yesterday bcus I spent a few hours belajar,belajar berdandan with JuicyStar07. LOL! If you know Malay,"dan" is and/& in Eng. So if you translate berdandan?ber&&?? Hahaa.It means make up! :D

You know what, sometimes I'm jealous. Those teenages living @ European countries make quite a good living. Look at Juicystar07 aka Blair, she's like 16-17 & look her makeup collection was mostly MAC,the quantity? Waah like a mini makeup store. Envy! She got her own ride & she collaborated with her sis for an online business,glitzy-glam.com/store. You go check them out!(:

We here?

Broke & live like a freaking owl studying for exam,completing projects.

Did I just become a pessimistic Singaporean? No way.

I'm just voicing my thought. :D

Wait did Katy Perry just twitpic her & Hayley? Woaah!

Now do you all want to have Twitter a/c? :D

Zooey Deschanel

2009-08-10T04:16:00.000-07:00

Aaaaaaahh! I can upload thousands of her pictures here & never get bored looking at her face.

We here?

Broke & live like a freaking owl studying for exam,completing projects.

Did I just become a pessimistic Singaporean? No way.

I'm just voicing my thought. :D

Wait did Katy Perry just twitpic her & Hayley? Woaah!

Now do you all want to have Twitter a/c? :D

Gold Diggers Alert

2009-08-06T09:19:00.001-07:00

It's entertainment time! I have a big crush on Fazura since Gol & Gincu.Yup the above picture. She's a mlysian actress also once an MTV VJ. So I started follow up with her after my favourite G&G is over,she stares in Kayangan. This year guess what?! She is collabrating with Maya Karin,another gorgeous Mlysian actress. She's a mix of German,Malay,Chinese and Indian. Very rojak!

Pisau Cukur (means gold diggers in eng)

So they get to dress like barbie dolls,LV bag, hot heels for this movie.
Can't believe they use a total of 128 sets of fake eyelashes,
60 mkeup sponge & 6 tins of hairspray..isk isk look at their efforts!
You can check out more @ pisaucukur.com.my

ouh ya there's a new hottie name Redza Minhat
*points the yellow guy in the middle* Hahaa

Not to forget Aaron Aziz our Singapore local actor was in the movie too!
He's one of the main character. Want to know? Let's watch the trailer

It'll be out on 5 NOVEMBER! Oh man. What a teaser.
Ehh wait don't you notice the clouds? So still! Hahas.
Camera tricks and graphics :D
But I still like.

Gold Diggers Alert

2009-08-06T09:19:00.000-07:00

Pisau Cukur (means gold diggers in eng)

Mum and I

2009-08-05T04:33:00.001-07:00

My September personality test mention this 3 urmmm negative traits..

stubborn,likes to critize and point out other's mistakes.

It's not fun cus I find it true. Mum is my favourite victim.

Mum: Ija, is it okay I dress like this?

Me: Ermm. The colour is dull laa

*Mum walks out from her room.

Me: Are you sure that you're gonna wear that clothes? Not thight?

(Most of the time)

Me: Maaa, your face so round. Fix your tudung.

Sesungguhnya my mum sangat sabar. I promise Mum,I'll be nice. (:

Mum and I

2009-08-05T04:33:00.000-07:00

My September personality test mention this 3 urmmm negative traits..

stubborn,likes to critize and point out other's mistakes.

It's not fun cus I find it true. Mum is my favourite victim.

Mum: Ija, is it okay I dress like this?

Me: Ermm. The colour is dull laa

*Mum walks out from her room.

Me: Are you sure that you're gonna wear that clothes? Not thight?

(Most of the time)

Me: Maaa, your face so round. Fix your tudung.

Sesungguhnya my mum sangat sabar. I promise Mum,I'll be nice. (:

It comes around

2009-08-04T01:37:00.001-07:00

p/s:Before clicking play,
vol down your comp/lappy.
It's might B abit loud

@ Permanently Marked

Slipped the website link -.-"

Did I tell you that my brother will treat me a ticket movie this Sat?
And I'll be meeting girlfriends the day before. How exciting.

Lastly,
Did I tell you
that my Dad love to hide my favourite cookie jar?
He said I ate too much cookies. Haha

appearantly he didn't know
the art of hiding.

I FOUND IT!

but I'm going to pretend I don't know cus he reminds me of
"prepare an umbrella before it rains" (:

does this look familiar?
I love silver.
Bling bling

It comes around

2009-08-04T01:37:00.000-07:00

p/s:Before clicking play,
vol down your comp/lappy.
It's might B abit loud

@ Permanently Marked

Slipped the website link -.-"

appearantly he didn't know
the art of hiding.

I FOUND IT!

but I'm going to pretend I don't know cus he reminds me of
"prepare an umbrella before it rains" (:

does this look familiar?
I love silver.
Bling bling

YZ

2009-08-03T02:22:00.001-07:00

I'm in some lace craze.So sexy! I'm not saying I want them cus I gotta pity my bank a/c.Hahaa.Anyway if you like them you can grab those lace leggings @ Soda Gembira. I love their collections but guilty: have not bought anything from them. Hahaa "I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare.."

Yunalis Zarai gotta be my Aug inspiration. Maybe I was a little late to like her hit song "Dan Sebenarnya" as compared to Fatin. But now, believe me her modesty and optimism just blow me off. Her words of encouragement,everything is just so pure! Yuna's sense of style? Don't have to mention. JETFUEL and her is over the top :D Want to know. Google her blog laa.

YZ

2009-08-03T02:22:00.000-07:00

Sky

2009-08-01T08:54:00.001-07:00

Kite,fly high.

High up the sky.

This few weeks I've been looking up the sky. I don't want to know where the sky ends cus dreams and wishes have no limitation. So is success. I don't just want to see bright sky but the dark ones too. It's just like how life is.

Sometimes when I look at people,who take pride in their jobs,own a car and a house, I just want to feel what it's like. I want to know it quick. But then again when I look at little kids buidling sandcastles with their parents at the beach, I wonder if they realise they have to do it step by step. Or else it'll collapse.

Then at a certain time I was sitting there,it's as if time freezes just for me.I saw some mistakes that they never see or either they just pretended to never know,I just look away thinking it'll be okay. Sometimes I want them to know certain things they shouldn't let kids see. The thing is taking things forgranted.

Sky

2009-08-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

Kite,fly high.

High up the sky.

Olsen Twins

2009-07-29T04:33:00.001-07:00

MARY-KATE & ASHLEY OLSEN,23

As far as I can remember this Olsen twin is soo cute when I was Primary School especially in their TV show, The Adventure of Mary-Kate & Ashley. This twin made so many clothing lines already namely,"Mary-Kate and Ashley: Real fashion for real girls" which were sold in Wal-Mart stores for young girls. Then came "The Row" named after Savile Row. Well it sparks critism for their use of fur in the fashion line. Just look @ this web, Trollsen Twins

In 2007 they start another line for the Row called Elizabeth and James. This time there's lots of casual simple outfit. I'd love to have their shoes collection!

If I were you,I'll wow more @ the shoes. SHOo NICE!

Anyway sometimes I think I don't really need to change Fyfragrance.
This is where it all begins. Do I have to? Bcus everybody's doing it?
Bcause everyone reading Twilight and I have too? (no offense)
Bcause everyone got that bag and I have too? (no offense)
Bcause everyone hve high waist skirt and I want it too? (no offense) :D
Well it's just, sometimes we don't have to.
I'm happy here and this is where I'm supposed to be. (:

Mandi time!

Olsen Twins

2009-07-29T04:33:00.000-07:00

MARY-KATE & ASHLEY OLSEN,23

In 2007 they start another line for the Row called Elizabeth and James. This time there's lots of casual simple outfit. I'd love to have their shoes collection!

Mandi time!

Fyza's Dramatic Story.

2009-07-27T08:46:00.001-07:00

-Sneak peek of Susan of Esther K
- Copenhagen Chronicles:Lisbet Friis
both pics via Design Sponge

Pictures today will be no link with today's post. Haha. Not that I declare myself with a good taste or anyhing.I find it pretty! (:

Anyway I'm abit undecisive here. Some creative juice been knocking my head & I can't make my mind. Hahaa so much of disliking undecisiness. Now I'm at the right spot! 2 kali lima betul (why eh 2x5? why not 7x2?)

1. To stick with fyfragrance.bsp or move to some other blog host?This thought just triggered to me a few days ago. Ever since jumping to some beautiful inspiring site to another. Lot's of them are either using Tumblr or Typepad and theirs just look pretty simple in white.

But it takes some little time to do so. & I've been blogging here for almost 3 years. It's convinient and user friendly. Best to say this blog of mine is my darling,sweetheart and even LOVE!

2-infinite. Studies,Fitness,Money,God,Friends,...
I simply can't elaborate everything bcus I know that every each of us has our own mindset and branching problems.I'm not excluded.I envy alot of things. I have lots of plans but there's always BUT for every each. Of course most of them concerning my parents & their money.

Honestly ever since homeschooling,no daily pocket money and such I feel abit of a burden to them.Come to the part of needs/wants,it was crucial for me.I don't know why I don't feel comfortable at the sight where Mum hands me money to pay for things at the public. It seems like I'm relying too much.If you think work is the solution for me,you might have to think on my side of view. So I'm talking to private O's papers this year for better grades.Working need commitment & time too. If I hve money but still not improving my grades,it'll be a waste of time.Pros and Cons.

But on the other side, as a daughter,my job is to study well and plan for my future. Dramatic enough my life journey doesn't go as smooth as I plan. The Chronicles of Hafizah...Sometimes there's pressure but I hve to put on a positive mind. Like the lyrics in Breathe-Taylor Swift,"It's never simple,never easy" :D

Fyza's Dramatic Story.

2009-07-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

Dear Throat,

2009-07-26T07:26:00.001-07:00

pictures from Twig & Thristle

It's been an interesting week & the best highlight was the new Inspiring Bookmarks. Surfing the net is the best solution for my throat right now. Haha. Weird as it seems all the sickness accumulate when I stayed at home. Guess I haven't been drinking enough water. Working out today was a total torture for me today. I can't catch my breath when running. Very uncomfortable. Hence this week, I automatically switch from my usual drink from Bandung to a hot tea. Hopefully this sore throat doesn't drag until the next coming week! (:

Dear Throat,

2009-07-26T07:26:00.000-07:00

Close

2009-07-24T09:20:00.001-07:00

Sky, I need you like the moon need sun.

Wind,I adore you like the kites do.
Earth, where am I without you?

Praises to God,Allah your mighty you've created a beautiful world.

Close

2009-07-24T09:20:00.000-07:00

Sky, I need you like the moon need sun.

Wind,I adore you like the kites do.
Earth, where am I without you?

Praises to God,Allah your mighty you've created a beautiful world.

some GWS & love

2009-07-23T03:01:00.001-07:00

This is really impossible cus I can't be sick. I'm not sick.

It's just some temporary flu. Tell me to get well soon.

Igloo classroom is waiting for me @ 730pm tonight.

I make sure I dress for winter

accompanied with a box of tissue

and a bottle of plain water and a packet of chocolate hazelnut.

I wonder whether the chinese guy working @ 7eleven is sick of me buying

the same things over and over again on the same days over and over again.

Come on you gotta give

and flu geek some love don't you? (:

some GWS & love

2009-07-23T03:01:00.000-07:00

This is really impossible cus I can't be sick. I'm not sick.

It's just some temporary flu. Tell me to get well soon.

Igloo classroom is waiting for me @ 730pm tonight.

I make sure I dress for winter

accompanied with a box of tissue

and a bottle of plain water and a packet of chocolate hazelnut.

I wonder whether the chinese guy working @ 7eleven is sick of me buying

the same things over and over again on the same days over and over again.

Come on you gotta give

and flu geek some love don't you? (:

Fighting!

2009-07-20T22:31:00.001-07:00

I'm supposed to finish a few more of maths questions but I end up straying @ Youtube again. Haha. Searching for who? The Veronicas. Yes you know I love them and my day won't b perfect without listening to This Love. Hahaa & If you watch the video below you can c that this twins can b really loud & crazy sometimes.They fight like other ordinary sibling do. That's what I love about them. The crazier the better. I've seen 3/4 of the full vidoes in the vid below. Fanatic!

For those of you taking O's or N lvl this year,FIGHTING!It's time to study,no pain no gain.
Bak kata pepatah bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian!

Fighting!

2009-07-20T22:31:00.000-07:00

For those of you taking O's or N lvl this year,FIGHTING!It's time to study,no pain no gain.
Bak kata pepatah bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian!

2009-07-20T10:06:00.001-07:00

Study. That's all we do as a student. But I'm sure I'm still not wrong to say that study never ends. Well everyone knows what's right or wrong but sometimes we need someone to tell us what exactly to do. Sometimes we need to be force.. because why? LAZY.No inspiration,no mood.

Everyone does!

So what's wrong with spending a few hours studying? What's wrong with study-time-span?

2009-07-20T10:06:00.000-07:00

Everyone does!

So what's wrong with spending a few hours studying? What's wrong with study-time-span?

The five is silent

2009-07-18T02:04:00.001-07:00

Have you ever love and lost somebody

Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry

can't you see,that's the way I feel about you and me,baby

Have you ever felt that your heart is breaking?

Looking down the road you should be taking

I should know caused I loved and lost,the day I let you go-S Club

Pweet! the song is so legend man. I heard the song the other night. Been so long since I heard it. I guess S Club is popular in our kakak-kakak and abang-abang years. LOL nk muda jek. Anyway Harry Potter movie is out already right? Geezz I think I'll just watch it online. Time is running up and I barely have the time to have fun around.

Buuuttt! I wanna watch

The Final Destination 4

or BANDSLAM featuring Vanessa Hudgens & Aly

If you notice previously Zac Efron is hot @ the cinema with 17again,

now it's his girl sizzling time!

Incase you're wondering,I'm testing-trying on big photos here.

Nampak segala pipi,hidung dan gigi ku. LOL!
JFF,just for fun lah (:

The five is silent

2009-07-18T02:04:00.000-07:00

Have you ever love and lost somebody

Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry

can't you see,that's the way I feel about you and me,baby

Have you ever felt that your heart is breaking?

Looking down the road you should be taking

I should know caused I loved and lost,the day I let you go-S Club

Buuuttt! I wanna watch

The Final Destination 4

or BANDSLAM featuring Vanessa Hudgens & Aly

If you notice previously Zac Efron is hot @ the cinema with 17again,

now it's his girl sizzling time!

Incase you're wondering,I'm testing-trying on big photos here.

Nampak segala pipi,hidung dan gigi ku. LOL!
JFF,just for fun lah (:

Life's good

2009-07-14T21:22:00.002-07:00

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so,I love you enough to let you go

I wan't you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road cus someone's gotta go
& I wan't you to know you couldn't have love me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone..-Kelly Clarkson

Aww she sang it beautifully.Sob sob sob.What an emotional song.Anyway a glance at my blog,it doesn't seem like I blog lots of stuff about me. The Veronicas & lots of other things are all over. Hahas. Well just to keep you updated. I'm fine like I always do. Mummy has always been my bestest friend and so is Dad.Ohh going out sometimes makes my eyes sick. It's been ages since I pampered myself with "luxury" things. Chet! Homeschooling & twice a week of class is very chilling. Hmm twitter is my bestfriend cus everybody else is busy. Last but not least...I'm no more msn friendly.Okay no noo. It's just I'M OUUUTT! Haha. Boriiingkan but life is good like the teenage drama, La Dolce ~~Amira~~ Fyza.Masya'Allah tk betul :D

Let's end with this... So many speculations about his death. Some said MJ has died 18-20years ago cus a corpse was found burried @ Neverland. DNA test was found positive as MJ.The one who died recently was someone who did plastic surgery & appears to look exactly the same as MJ. Then Latoya Jackson now claimed that his brother was murdered. Lots of injection found at his neck. She said it's a conspiracy for MJ's money. Another one was Debbie Rowe,MJ's 2nd wife. Debbie wanted her child Prince & Paris back. Told the media that MJ is not their bioligical father which obviously contradicts with what she hve said @ Living with MJ take two,you can found it at Youtube.But so is she.Both of them wasn't Prince I and Paris bioligical parents. I don't know. Family secrets is hard to reveal.

Life's good

2009-07-14T21:22:00.000-07:00

ALBUM

2009-07-11T02:34:00.001-07:00

She needed to see
She wanted to know
More than this life as we all come and go
Cold and crazy,or even absurd
She took that one step without a fuss or word
by FRETLESS DELAY (click on it)

Hoho I love love all 3 songs in their myspace. I wish I could have all three songs in my strawberry player.Or better make an acoustic album.It will be so nice I tell you!

Anyway last Friday, again another favourite routine of my gfs and I; Library & IMM dating.Yup! Those are our favourite spots,chilling & of course some little catching up with the girls since their school has started.

I wanted to show you guys these pictures below. I'm fond of buying albums therefore it got me hook up with this book. Haha not related I know. But Mika's album always look colourful and arty. His album was included in the book too btw. I snap some pictures which I find it nice for you guys. Kate Nash's album is creative!

ugh. Accidently hit the delete bar & one paragraph bout my kindergarden fren I've typed earlier one is gone! Nevermind lah. I blog enough. Happy Saturdaying (:

(edit) It's almost 3AM and I'm not yet asleep.Just finished watching Living with Michael Jackson in which Martin Bashir interviewed him. He got some kind of "entrance" in Michael Jackson's life with Prince,Paris and Blanket.But one thing for sure Bashir was too harsh in his words and all his questions are just so rude.How I wish I could punch him in his face. Michael brought him along to the places he love to shop,showed him things he bought like as if Bashir was a good accompany. What a betrayer! Wasn't it clear that Michael was honest and sincere for his love with childrens,bastard??

Another thing was that Neverland was said to be opened for public. I heard that some of the things in Neverland was displayed & was almost auction for sale. Luckly the auction was cancel. It upsets me when people did not respect Neverland unlike Michael Jackson did. It's his home,his secrets,his treasure,his kingdom. All those memories with his childrens was there. If I was his daughter, I would never let anyone change anything in Neverland. Like Michael said those item was irreplaceable and never meant to be sold.How I wish someone could protect all those properties for his kids.I believe his reason to mask up his kids was that he wanted them to live a normal life & not being known as Michael Jackson's children but as Prince Michael I,Paris and Prince Michael II themselves but the memorial recently just revealed everything Michael was trying to hide :(

Nevertheless, God love him more than we do. Bring him to a better place and may you rest in peace Michael.You've went through a hard time here. All my prayers for you.

ALBUM

2009-07-11T02:34:00.000-07:00

She needed to see
She wanted to know
More than this life as we all come and go
Cold and crazy,or even absurd
She took that one step without a fuss or word
by FRETLESS DELAY (click on it)

Hoho I love love all 3 songs in their myspace. I wish I could have all three songs in my strawberry player.Or better make an acoustic album.It will be so nice I tell you!

ugh. Accidently hit the delete bar & one paragraph bout my kindergarden fren I've typed earlier one is gone! Nevermind lah. I blog enough. Happy Saturdaying (:

Nevertheless, God love him more than we do. Bring him to a better place and may you rest in peace Michael.You've went through a hard time here. All my prayers for you.

2009-07-09T01:10:00.000-07:00

owl savvy

2009-07-07T08:40:00.002-07:00

Put both your arms high up & stretchhhhhh!
I feel like an Strigiformes aka owl. I'm usually at home.I rarely get direct sunlight.I usually sleep late night. I learn new things from internet. My lense degree is getting higher.I talk less.I tweet more. Not that it's a bad thing for me cus I feel more peaceful & I feel the energy of being me more. Like everything is just so pleasant plus hardly a frowning day

So yesterday Marie Digby(above) tweeted this,"Singapore July 28th ! Manila August 1st and Summer Sonic August 8th !!These will be my first shows for 'Breathing Underwater!hope 2c u there"

If I was a crazy-crazy fan girl I'll scream on top of my lungs for the good news. But I am not to the extend of crazy-crazy. I smiled when I read that tweet. Just as I thought of buying the tickets tmmrw imagine being there at The Arena Clark Quay on that day...the problem then lies on the date & time. It's on Tues,7pm! Arhh clashes wif my class. Not good= Can't go :(

Who knows The Veronicas

or Taylor Swift

or even Demi Lovato (I love Here We go Again)

will come to S'pore to make a concert here since Lady Gaga will b coming back in August.
Who knows..

owl savvy

2009-07-07T08:40:00.000-07:00

Who knows The Veronicas

or Taylor Swift

or even Demi Lovato (I love Here We go Again)

will come to S'pore to make a concert here since Lady Gaga will b coming back in August.
Who knows..

Veronicas agoo.

2009-07-03T11:53:00.002-07:00

Introducing to you The Veronicas,my insomnia partner. Ohh this was a few years agooo.

One of my favourite performance by them especially when Jess did her screamo.

For a girl to do that I think it's sexy. I even bought their cd!

Mouthshut and Heavily broken was nice too.

Can someone help me go to sleep now? Considering it's almost 3am!

On Shiqin's Birthday! Haha yang tk tahu malu nye tnye tkder present ke?? Hahaa.

If money fall from sky tmmrw, I'll give you :D

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHIQIN!

Veronicas agoo.

2009-07-03T11:53:00.000-07:00

Introducing to you The Veronicas,my insomnia partner. Ohh this was a few years agooo.

One of my favourite performance by them especially when Jess did her screamo.

For a girl to do that I think it's sexy. I even bought their cd!

Mouthshut and Heavily broken was nice too.

Can someone help me go to sleep now? Considering it's almost 3am!

On Shiqin's Birthday! Haha yang tk tahu malu nye tnye tkder present ke?? Hahaa.

If money fall from sky tmmrw, I'll give you :D

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHIQIN!

90210 sickness

2009-07-02T08:37:00.002-07:00

90210 new season on 9th July!
Can someone help me curi/steal channel via satelite so that
I can watch it on the same date and time? Hahas. I'm excited.
Who did Annie hit?What happened to Silver & Dixon? and my boyfriend Liam? -.-

Arghh NOT.
But then I saw this
"90210 Season 2 starts on September 8th at 8:00pm!"
So dissapointing. That will be a week after my bday :(
No wonder I've like seen some of the scene before.Kite tertipuu

This is one of the part in the last episode,One Party Can Ruin Your Whole Summer

I love the scene @2.57-5.07
Annie,"Screw you Naomi,SCREW ALL OF YOU!
&then she slams the door behind her. Rampage her clutch bag for her cellphone and dial.Holding her tears back,"Hei, I was just calling..I was concern about some underage drinking going on at an apartment near my house,174 West Hollybrooke. The house belongs to Naomi Clark" Revenge is sweet you see.How could you blindly accuse people? If you watch the whole episode you know that the next thing to do was punch Jen in her face. Hahaa.

Anyway bro was down with fever so he have four days MC . Mum who took care of him might fall sick too. Dad with his forever durian. I'm with no appetite and insomnia and listens to ghost stories with Fatin @ midnight. H1N1 is getting out of hand. One of Bro's platoon friend @ Tekong has just been confirm positive with the virus. Scary enough? I think it is. Come on people hygiene and stay away from coughing-flu people.

90210 sickness

2009-07-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

This is one of the part in the last episode,One Party Can Ruin Your Whole Summer

Everyone's leaving..

2009-06-30T06:53:00.002-07:00

Does dreaming of a broken/lost tooth means people leaving you?

I'm scared that it might be true.Just look @ what I found

"Teeth falling out in a dream can be interpreted as sense of loss, such as a death of someone close to you. Falling teeth can represent worries about getting older - loss of youth and vitality. If a single tooth is lost it could mean loss or change of something important to you." -dreamota.com

Or maybe it's a coincidence? Bcause God decided things not people.
The people who's leaving me is my maths tuition teacher. Arggh. I hate it when people leave. Renling,my teacher is a Uni student.She message everyone to come for today's class for an important lesson two days before. After reading that message I felt something. Like an instinct of something bad and it was always right. There she goes today..

I didn't talk much in maths class as compared to POA so having her leave the class still do upsets me. It's a great pleasure attending her lessons. She makes thing very clear to the class and she got the humour no other teacher has. Honestly she's the motivation booster for me cus I don't attend school like other do so everything depends on me. I have to discipline myself to study and such. Sigh. I still can't get over it. She give us a cute card and a mini whiteboard for her last lesson today. It hurts that I can't show emotions. Haha but serious. I meant it.

Previously on 25June,the world was crying for Michael Jackson's sudden death. All we know is he suffered cardiac arrest which is somekind of a heart attack. Anyway I've read MJ's autopsy report stating that...

Michael Jackson was 'severely emaciated'(very thin bcus of illness/starvation) when he died.The pop legend weighed just 51kg when he passed away last week.Leaked autopsy details reportedly show the singer was a 'virtual skeleton', whose stomach was empty except for partially-dissolved prescription pills.It is understood he ate just one tiny meal a day.His hips, thighs and shoulders were covered in needle marks, believed to be the result of narcotic painkillers the singer took three times a day.There were also four injection sites near his heart - evidence of a failed bid to pump adrenaline directly into the organ in an attempt to restart it.The bridge of his nose had vanished and its right side had collapsed.He was reportedly wearing a wig at the time of his death.A source said: 'Michael's family and fans will be horrified when they realise the appalling state he was in. He was skin and bone, his hair had fallen out and had been eating nothing but pills when he died.'Injection marks all over his body and the disfigurement caused by years of plastic surgery show he'd been in terminal decline for years."

I'm sure it's not how Michael Jackson wants his fan to remember him. He's the big inspiration for the world. His music and dance influence the majority but anyhow I feel that it's abit funny when the media were bashing him so badly about the raping case a few years ago and now that he's gone they flip everything and crown him like nothing happened before. However it is Michael Jackson deserve the utmost respect from the world and let's pray that he'll rest in peace. Now that everyone feels empty,we still have to caryy on living.

Everyone's leaving..

2009-06-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

Does dreaming of a broken/lost tooth means people leaving you?

I'm scared that it might be true.Just look @ what I found

"Teeth falling out in a dream can be interpreted as sense of loss, such as a death of someone close to you. Falling teeth can represent worries about getting older - loss of youth and vitality. If a single tooth is lost it could mean loss or change of something important to you." -dreamota.com

Michael Jackson was 'severely emaciated'(very thin bcus of illness/starvation) when he died.The pop legend weighed just 51kg when he passed away last week.Leaked autopsy details reportedly show the singer was a 'virtual skeleton', whose stomach was empty except for partially-dissolved prescription pills.It is understood he ate just one tiny meal a day.His hips, thighs and shoulders were covered in needle marks, believed to be the result of narcotic painkillers the singer took three times a day.There were also four injection sites near his heart - evidence of a failed bid to pump adrenaline directly into the organ in an attempt to restart it.The bridge of his nose had vanished and its right side had collapsed.He was reportedly wearing a wig at the time of his death.A source said: 'Michael's family and fans will be horrified when they realise the appalling state he was in. He was skin and bone, his hair had fallen out and had been eating nothing but pills when he died.'Injection marks all over his body and the disfigurement caused by years of plastic surgery show he'd been in terminal decline for years."

Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-27T01:46:00.002-07:00

Transformers the Revenge of the Fallen.

Everyone has been talking bout it and most of you wants/have to watch it.
Watched it today & the first thing came into my mind is that this time it's really really really action packed. There's also some humours part to cool down the intense alien robots war. I won't elaborate further cus this movie is insanely cool.So much more some of you may have not watch it. So I won't do much spoiler here.Promise.Haha. The ride,vehicles whatever you called it makes me sick! Soo nice. The motorcycles and Bumblebee 2010 Chevrolet Camaro Z28 look so sophiscated. There's twin robot too!

Most of the time I was amazed/adore with Megan Fox eyes,hair,face.. everything! Haha. Like she said she's lucky to be the cast for Transformers cus without it she won't get much recognition. She's one of the most sexiest actress ever. People comparing her with Angelina Jolie,the motorcycle,the body tatoo and tomboy act is soo wrong. Yup both are hot but they are both two different people. Unique in different ways.

It's funny when the first thing bro said to me when he came home is that...

Bro: " Dik...Adik tahu Megan Fox yg act cite Transformers tuu?"
(Sis, Do you know Megan Fox the one who act in Transformers?)
Me: "A'aah yup kenape?" (Yup,why?)
Bro:"Dier actually lelaki sey" (She's actually a man sey)
* With the I-bet-you-dont-know + I can't believe it face
Me: Ohh a'ah da tahu ( Ohh ya I know)
Bro: *still looking @ me cluelessly and then walk away*

Hehe so cute! And obviously we both ain't satisfied with the real fact.In the cinema, bro actually look at her neck. Asking,"Is there an apple on her throat?" in mly. The more bro get curious about it the more I told myself "It couldn't be". Haha. They have Asian movie premier tour cud say worldwide knows it, money is literally flooding into their bank accounts. There's no doubt that Megan could afford more plastic surgery to look even good. Sigh. Why do you have to be so beautiful? Hahas :D

If you haven't watch the trailer just yet..here you go

Anyway I thank you,the concern visitors or bloghoppers to make your way here. Like who would care to come here cus it's like a dead end. No link to other places. My SS ( Shiok sendiriness) is all over the page here. Haha. And on this extraordinary Transformers influence day, I urge you guys to watch it. Especially for action packed lovers cus if you're not, you wont sit still. The sounds effects will keep on banging your ear drums for almost 2 hours. 4/5 stars (:

Revenge of the Fallen

2009-06-27T01:46:00.000-07:00

Transformers the Revenge of the Fallen.

It's funny when the first thing bro said to me when he came home is that...

Bro: " Dik...Adik tahu Megan Fox yg act cite Transformers tuu?"
(Sis, Do you know Megan Fox the one who act in Transformers?)
Me: "A'aah yup kenape?" (Yup,why?)
Bro:"Dier actually lelaki sey" (She's actually a man sey)
* With the I-bet-you-dont-know + I can't believe it face
Me: Ohh a'ah da tahu ( Ohh ya I know)
Bro: *still looking @ me cluelessly and then walk away*

If you haven't watch the trailer just yet..here you go

axonananashblue

2009-06-24T07:48:00.002-07:00

Axonopus Compressus+Ananas+Hashblue
Ananas+higher flats=cheat Hashblue's feelings.

2 hashbrowns to start the day
JP tour guide tour for Axonopus Compressus
Undecisive to which where to go
Orchard here we come!
All three was playing UNO in Axonopus's cellphone in the MRT while otw there
& Axonopus won most of the games
Should be some tricks. It's her cellphone ley! Haha
Had meals @ BK with some funny feeding of pigeons scene
Made our way to Far East Plaza
FAILED in the search of a cheaper Hashblue's black wedge. I repeat WEDGE not WAGES or WEDGES.
Punggol,Hougang,Bugis or HarbourFront?
The last choice indeed.
Hashblue craving for Caramel again.
Chilled there and play with UNO cards
And this time Hashblue win big time! Not bcause it's her cards.
Bcause it's typical of Hashblue aka ME.
Very tired of winning
Ends with something called home

Now that it's uploaded here we can just look @ this pic if craving happens okay?

I stole this photo from Axonopus cus I saw the gold pretty bangles. Whose?? :D

axonananashblue

2009-06-24T07:48:00.000-07:00

Axonopus Compressus+Ananas+Hashblue
Ananas+higher flats=cheat Hashblue's feelings.

2 hashbrowns to start the day
JP tour guide tour for Axonopus Compressus
Undecisive to which where to go
Orchard here we come!
All three was playing UNO in Axonopus's cellphone in the MRT while otw there
& Axonopus won most of the games
Should be some tricks. It's her cellphone ley! Haha
Had meals @ BK with some funny feeding of pigeons scene
Made our way to Far East Plaza
FAILED in the search of a cheaper Hashblue's black wedge. I repeat WEDGE not WAGES or WEDGES.
Punggol,Hougang,Bugis or HarbourFront?
The last choice indeed.
Hashblue craving for Caramel again.
Chilled there and play with UNO cards
And this time Hashblue win big time! Not bcause it's her cards.
Bcause it's typical of Hashblue aka ME.
Very tired of winning
Ends with something called home

Now that it's uploaded here we can just look @ this pic if craving happens okay?

I stole this photo from Axonopus cus I saw the gold pretty bangles. Whose?? :D

The Veronicas hour.

2009-06-21T03:28:00.002-07:00

" Your hair is in my face"
HAHAHA!

VERY funny. Okay this one too.

" Neighbours is OUUUT" :D

I love Lisa's & Jess's accent.Of course like who don't?
I'm abit doreb so till then the very short post.

Ehh wait. Last last! I just found this. (:

The Veronicas hour.

2009-06-21T03:28:00.000-07:00

" Your hair is in my face"
HAHAHA!

VERY funny. Okay this one too.

" Neighbours is OUUUT" :D

I love Lisa's & Jess's accent.Of course like who don't?
I'm abit doreb so till then the very short post.

Ehh wait. Last last! I just found this. (:

the thing called EVIL

2009-06-19T06:26:00.002-07:00

The thing with S with two vertical line on it is the evil & it's $$$

I've been practising this mind therapy and maybe today I was abit distracted. Very distracted that I even brought the thought of being distracted to the toilet,to the massaging of hair time and even the lotion time. Haha. Like what?? Well my pocket has been abit of a dissapointment lately. Though my black skinnies hve 2 big real-existing holes,this is much more crucial. This crucialness made me focus my eyes on the floor/ground or just straight through the clear atmosphere. Just to make me feel better. How cliche can I put this? Hahas

The truth is I can't look left or right & I even refuse to touch a thing when I'm in the mall!! Grrr.. The big problem is the GSS. Though is a good thing it's still a disadvantage to me. All thanks to my boros-ness aka spendthriftness! (heeh credit to Kak Yati. How poor is my vocab??!) I got no money to spend and to enlighten me. Where's the love people?

So it lead me to the part-time job issue. When no money goes in, you have to find away to get it back. & To get it back you have to make an effort to find a job. I wonder how the fussy employees get their job? Don't like F&B, want sales assistant. Want sales assistant lead to a huge chung of disadvantage " Want Mandarin speaking,18 years old and above" or the work schedule just could'nt agree with mine. Argg! Menyampah. On the otherside maybe I just don't put enough effort to find them. Look @ the people around they can shop,they are happy and it's only bcause they work hard to gain money at the first place.

But eeh the evil part of me points to the foreign workers. It's still them and forever them them damn! Employers should really pay attention to this two different meanings "foreign workers" and " talented workers". Just look @ the Bugis Junction Diva shop, the one who's working there with a big smile on their faces isn't a Sg'porean. They're either Filipino,Thailand and even the other unexpected ones! Not being racist but they should put their 1st priority to jobless Singaporean workers. The one who needed most. The one who even blog about this now! Heh. *Sigh. The thing about cheap labour nowadays..

Well I just wanna calm myself now. That's the bomb for today. The bomb that I've been keeping deep inside me that I can't stand it anymore beb. Geram geram geram! Nevertheless this Fyza never give up. This Fyza never stop changing for the better. This Fyza is as optimistic as ever. This Fyza don't show emotions but at the bottom of her heart she still cares. Hehe. Emo talks is so not me.

I LOVE MY NEW SHAMPOO!

the thing called EVIL

2009-06-19T06:26:00.000-07:00

The thing with S with two vertical line on it is the evil & it's $$$

I LOVE MY NEW SHAMPOO!

the chronicles of cuties!

2009-06-16T22:31:00.002-07:00

Once upon a time there born a baby called Nur Hafizah (Cahaya Pelindung-Penghafal). The chubby baby with ketak-ketak hands and legs. The one who learnt to crawl and then walk in the walker.

The one who already knows how to stand on her feet.
The one who fights for the small sofa with her brother aka abang.
Look at the swollen gums! Milk teeth coming!

The matching white and yellow t's wif short.

The one with the antic sofa. Those are rare nowadays.

and of course the more dolly we get,the more cuter we are!
This was Hari Raya. Matching scaft & baju kurung.

Me,Isha,Abg and Ana
Back then we frequently have sleepover at our cousin's.
Girls never missed out with pink shirts or pajamas and
boys with blue or Power Rangers.

& the one with participating in Kindergarden PAP Sports Event. The one who can still wonder where's her parents is in the middle of the race. The one who ended up 2nd.And the one with the favourite red shoes. Farah the one in black won 1st place. She doesn't daydream like the one does.

The one who travelled to KL Genting Highlands with her family.
With Mummy in red dress and a gain the red shoes.

The one in red hoodie @ cold Genting Highland with abang
who's showing our legend smiley signature.

Hahaha. Who are you looking at? Not the one. But this little baby who's posing with the brown handbag has already pick nick name called Fath.She's none other than Fathihah lor. I remember she cried alot @ Genting Highlands! The one and family slept @ her house in KL while we were there.

From the left:Fiqah,Teguh,Ana,Abang,Isha,Kak Yatin and the one.
The one and her bigggg family always built sandcastles & swim @ Kusu Island. It almost rain heavily on that day but bcause of our prayers it stop. What a miracle right? Do we have the chance to do it all over again now that we're all grown up?

In Clockwise rotation: The one,Teguh,Abang,Fiqah & Kak Yati.
@The one & family house.Those were the only time Kak Yati was taller than the one. Hahas. Okay kidding. Those blue sofa were legend,now ofcourse they were all gone.

Now the one is currently drafting a happy ending.
They say it's for me to keep and for you to find out!
Not too cliche than you expected. It's not that happily ever after.

*the same pictures @ FB. It's my cousin's cute memories too so must share!

the chronicles of cuties!

2009-06-16T22:31:00.000-07:00